Dear,
How do you do recently? Do you feel
extremely happy and blessed without my disturbance? Do you feel like you have put
a heavy and big burden down and start enjoying your life? ME? Rest assured! I’m
still surviving, with your memory!
Before I slept last Friday, I asked
Father in heaven, why you didn’t choose me, for two times! In the mess of
waking up next morning, I was able to capture the only reason you did so. The
only reason is – you never love me. Is this cruel? NO! Because this is all
about a relationship, doesn’t it?
Why did you say you want to stay
focus in your study, but chosen him instead? If he has no relationship with
you, why did he stay in your house in such a leisure wearing and chased me away
like chasing a dog away? Why did he visit your house so often with his younger sister?
Why? I knew the reasons, I knew everything. But, the only problem with me is I chosen
not to understand it! Understanding and doing, two different matters!
I’ve once to be so determined to get
an answer for everything that I wish to know! I want to know the reason why sun
arises at day instead of moon, why someone hates me, why someone likes me so
much! I want to know why you chosen him once. But, I gave it up. Love is
emotional!
Sad? Disappointed? Hurt? Hopeless? It
happens to me. Everyday! Everyday when I’m free; everyday when I’ve nothing to
busy about. Fairness? I bet, this is fair! At least, this is a lesson for me
to learn in my life. At least, I tasted how sweet it can be of missing someone
that I truly love. At least, I know how heart-broken it can be when someone I truly
love turning her back to me. I know exactly how these feelings are. I feel like
Father in heaven gives me a chance to help others.
Though you have not answered my love,
it doesn’t make me to hate you! It will not happen in a million years! Because,
I get everything I want in the process of loving you. Who can deny it? I still
believe Father in Heaven prepares the most suitable people for me in His wisdom!
I’ve left all these to the hand of Father in heaven.
Everyday, I live likes there is no
tomorrow. So, I seek for your forgiveness for disturbing you all the years; I seek
for your forgiveness for all my shortcomings.
As a friend of you, now and forever, I
wish you’re happy and blessed every single day.
Your sincerity,
Your friend.
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