“Please don’t apologise to
me. You’ve done nothing wrong. You’ve told me what I’m owned to know, you’ve
shown me what I’m deserved to be treated, and, none of the actions are inconsistent! I shall apologise instead, for putting you in a difficult spot as
if you’re the wrong one.
Of course, I’m neither the gentlemen you meet in your campus
nor all the kind people you close to. I spoke the ills of yours for days. I hated
you for days. In total, I did so for almost one week. Then, I realised that I
really love you and love shouldn’t be interpreted in such a way. Besides, I
should be largely held responsible for not expressing my love in the proper way!
I accepted the fact that you will never love me. I accepted
the fact that you’re just too good for me. I accepted the fact that you’ve one
man who is more capable, more suitable, more caliber, more mature, more
protective, healthier, smarter, and, the utmost important matter – he treats
you like the oyster looks after its pearl! I know, he is your Mr. Right. By the
way, my accurate sixth sense told me, you’re going to marry him, in the near
future.
Perhaps, it would be naïve enough for me to hope that I can
make friend with you, again. But, I hope one day, I will have a chance to make peace with you. Not matter what, I wish you all the best, my friend!”
今早在床上反转时，“啪”一声的，上面的这些话让在半睡半醒的我，忽然惊醒！严格说来，不能算是惊醒。毕竟，我几乎用了一年的时间在等某个答案。或许，这只是说明，说明我刚刚开始，开始接受事实。
希望，正在庆祝一周年的她们，会有无数个的周年庆！
