Happy new year, dear!

Today,

is the first day,

of a brand-new year.

In the past year,

you’ve accompany me,

to share my joys,

to encourage me,

to go through my sorrows,

to fight against my loneliness,

in my imagination.

I’m wondering,

whether I’m able to make it,

with you absent.

I’m wondering,

what would I be,

if all the things happen,

with you absent.

I know,

I can’t be that strong,

with your absent,

even the absent in my imagination.

Today,

is the first day of a year,

so I say,

Happy New Year, Dear;

to you.

Today,

is your birthday,

so I say,

Happy Birthday, Darling;

to you.

Though my love to you,

have to be kept under wraps;

though my love to you,

have to be disguised in words. 

But,

I know you mean everything,

to me;

I also know that my actions of showing love,

would only make troubles for you. 

If every wish that I make today,

would be realized in this year,

I wish to hold your hands,

till the end of the world.

If every wish that I make today,

would be realized in the future,

I wish your dreams to come true.

If every wish that I make today,

could be realized in every single day,

I wish you’re blessed and happy every day.

P/S:

From the bottom of my heart, I know how much I wish to be with her. But, I know that to stay 100 miles away from her is the only way to make her happier. No matter how, I wish her happy New Year and happy Birthday, in my soul garden.