24 september 2009

Last night i heard from my friend that you are going to study abroad . En.. Still hope you are happy there too.

Without mistaken you have blocked me in your facebook, i feel. I think it's obvious that you cant forgive me . What i can say now? But, i willing to take this as an punishment to me. As you always said, everyone should pay a price for what they did.

I also heard from my friend that both of you are still in good relationship. Honestly, i'm quite jealous over this. But, i truly believe that love you is not possessing you. i'll continue not happy if i only think something bad about you.

I not understand why i can turn nice thing into worst like now. I bet that even i lay in the hospital and have a last breath you will also refuse to see me. well , all these are created by me and who i should blame? i should be the one to be blame.

I imagine we'll work together next time. So, before you become a licensed doctor, i'll work hard to achieve my goal also. "add oil , three of us"

Hope you'll never be sad. have a nice day and take care i wish to say out loud to you now.