28 septembe 2009

I think I’ve a few days didn’t write anything already. I was quite busy over last few days. Busy studying and “facing” book.



Just now, one of my friends has shared his story with me. I should say that he should propose and approach to the girl he like. Nobody knows what the end is, but, at least, he will try. I think you would say none of your business and not like to interfere in people’s relationship. But, I just stated my point of views. I think should be ok .



Out of sudden, I feel so lonely. And I really want to get you beside by me and talk to you. How stupid am i? I should realize that you will never do so to me. I should say you’re cruel o love is blind? Can you give me any guidelines? Can you act as an stranger to talk to me or concern about me? I really need someone to comfort my mind. What you would say if you hear this? I think you will just ignore what I say. You are really somebody.

I have once to think to have a relationship and even in a court state. But, I always withdraw myself once I think about you. Do you know all this? Why should I suffer all things? Is this a necessary process for a bad guy like me to go through? But, in honest, I really not wish to go through all this process. I wish I can be a simple person to have a simple a relationship with a simple girl. May be I’m too naïve.

Actually, what I did at the time just wish you to talk to me. I would never expect that it would turn into such an ending. I swear. Whatever it is, I not hold it against you. By the way, how you going to celebrate you lantern festival first time outside you home town? Though I know you seldom celebrate it.

Have a happy lantern festival. (^-^)